Monday, July 21, 2008

Animal and Pets Club

After working hard for it for so long I am finally able to be proud to say that Animal and Pets Club is finally formed.
For those who didn't know about what I have been busy the past few month and what I have been sacrificing for, I have been busy with setting up the club. I have spend my lunch time, break time, sleeping time to meet people, write proposals and seeking advices.
I truly hope that the club can be of benefit to the animals and one day be the strongest and most meaningful club in Multimedia University history. With my inexperience and un-matured thinking I can only pray that this dream would come true.
on the 17th of July I had my 1st committee interview to pick some committee members to help establish the club's base. I personally think that it was a good pick of committee members as at the 1st meeting everyone was pumped up and willing to give out lots of great ideas. This actually gave me more confidence that the club has a chance to survive but at the same time let me feel I am least worthy of the position of a president.
24th July would be our 1st Annual General Meeting and I want the members to be able to bring their pets along with them to witness the 1st AGM of Animal and Pets Club. I didn't have much hope for it as the university authorities are not very cooperative with all this kind of things, but with the help of our secretary, vice secretary and committee member we were able to get an approval to bring pets into campus, even dogs are allowed. It was the best news ever gotten as we have already took our first step.
There are still a lot of challenges that awaits me and i truly hope that everything will remain smooth but even if it doesn't i am not afraid to face the challenge, and even if I fall facing challenges I know I have great committee members and friends supporting my back.

Saturday, June 28, 2008

"Stressful" Week

It has been a stressful week for me as I had to handle the "relationship" problem and trying to study hard for long hours.
From Monday till Wednesday I have lab sessions for 3 different bio subjects which is very tiring and because I like to ask questions the tutor would ask me to seek the answer myself, which indirectly means I have to do the research myself.
After the 3 labs I have to pass up my maths tutorial questions which was very difficult and it seems like I couldn't find the time to do it but in the end I finished it. But after finishing 1 tutorial I still have 3 lab reports to pass up next week which till now I still haven't finish.
Thursday night some freshies and OC asked me out for a movie at 10pm while some OC had gathering at 7pm so I went to both. After reaching home at 5pm and relaxing for awhile I was out again. Went to the gathering and than met up with the freshies at 8.30, we left for the cinema at 9+ and watched our movie. After the movie we went for supper as usual and after supper someone suggested we go to the beach which in the end I got home at 4am in the morning.
Friday morning i had class at 8am and it was real difficult for me to concentrate, 9am class I wanted to guide the juniors in Biochem class but in the end couldn't use much of my brain. At night, some OC got free tickets to GSC new opening and they asked me along too. It was a nice night where I got to meet or should I say see MMU's TBT(whats the meaning I wont tell but they are cute). After the movie as usual went out for supper and I reached home at 3am.
After being stressed for 4 days and enjoying the 2 nights I think I'm ok now but lets not hope it last every week.

Sunday, June 22, 2008

What To Do!?

My mind is totally in a mess now while my heart is not moving as usual.
During orientation I met a girl whom smile was totally pretty for me. We got to know each other more in the past week and got pretty close. We sms each other very frequently and talk on the phone once in awhile. In our conversation she flirts with me a lot and I always reply with a flirt too, to many it would seem that things are going smoothly for me and I would once again be attached but things are far more complicated than it seems.
A few days back she told me she already have a boyfriend but he is very far from her, Singapore to be exact, and they have too many fights which is making her tired. From this some may think that my chance has come but my personal thinking is that I would not want to break up someone's relationship or be the reason of the breakup. Even if they broke up and we got together it would most likely mean I would be the spare tire.
Just recently she had a fight with her boyfriend and she was really down, she wanted to meet up with me. She was feeling down and sad, her mind was spinning around too I think. I tried my best to care for her but should I even get myself involved in this matter? I think I have no say in it and should keep my ass out of it but why did I go and do something as to care for her? A good thing is that I couldn't meet her so things won't get more complicated.
It has been quite some time since I was involve in relationship matters but meeting something this complicated is a 1st for me. Even now I feel that I am just someone that is able to give her what she seeks from her boyfriend which indirectly means spare tire again. We actually agreed to keep our relationship as friends but than with the flirting in the messages or phone calls of care I think the relationship is kind of over the boundaries of friends.
How should I tell her that since she already has a boyfriend we should keep a distance and maintain as friends? How to tell that I feel like a spare tire and I don't want to be one? How should one not hurt her feelings when telling all this and not hurt the friendship? What should one do now?
The main reason I'm writing all this is to seek advise from the outside world but I doubt anyone would reply to it. Matters of the heart is too difficult for me to settle although my heart is kind of dead long time ago.

Friday, June 20, 2008

Past Few Months

Its been a long while since I've written in my blog which no one really reads, haha!
Let me start from April where I stopped. From April till end of May I was studying hard and trying to score for my final exam but in mids of the period i had some other activities like Wushu Club AGM and Annual Dinner, or even trying to set up a new club in campus which focuses on animals which i totally love.
End of May till 1st of June I had my break in Johor Bahru and had a boring holiday where my original room has been rented out to my mother's ex student which is now working and his girl friend. My brother totally hogged the laptop but I didn't want to snatch it from him or something just to use it so I didn't have internet connection the whole week. I went out with a few friends during the break in JB but it wasn't the usual people i would meet, time changes and people have to go away for their own personal things.
I came back to Melaka on 1st of June which was very boring. I moved into my new house and there was so many things to clean up. I took like 2 to 3 days just to clean up my mess at home and in my room. But in the end my room is still damn messy.
4th of June I had my 1st orientation gathering where I met lots of new people. It was late so we didn't have much time to gather.
5th June we had an OC camp which from there I got to knew better a few friends that was totally cool and supportive in some ways. haha! We went to Hutan Rekreasi Ayer Keroh which is now known as Hutan Botanical Ayer Keroh to have some activities. Even though we had to move and sweat a lot in the day, we still had to have a meeting at night which was totally tiring.
6th June we had another day of OC camp but it was in campus. we had to go all over the campus again for some stage activity to gain experience about the orientation day and registration day. It was kind of fun but I actually couldn't remember how to sing permata dunia and ended up having to sing it the next day in front of everyone.
7th June is the last day of the OC camp and we have to get ourself prepared for the freshies to come. It was kind of sad as we had to split into our own groups. I was in Runner for the registration day which has to stand in some locations to guide freshies or parents to the location they needed and try to assist them in anyway you can. For orientation I got to be a Mobile for Green where I had to be this energetic senior to guide the freshies and make them love the university. I actually left out the motivation talks they STAD gave us but I think its ok.
8th June, The Big DAY has finally come. I was located at president square where I had to guide the freshies to their distinct location to register and get their ID. We all had to wear fully formal which includes neck tie. God was very kind to us and didn't gave us a hot hot sun to stand under. My location was for foundation and diploma students so I actually didn't get the chance to see any mature looking degree students.
9th - 12th June was orientation week for the freshies. By than us OC are actually quite close to each other. I was actually quite scare to face my group of 50 freshies which I had to handle alone but me being me it couldn't stop me from doing what I do the best, telling lame jokes. Orientation was one of the greatest time of my life as I met quite a few nice people and had fun with them through out the orientation. I tried my best to be a good senior as I can but it kind of bored the G2 members as they couldn't actually play games but only hear me talk about life in MMU, sorry guys & gals! In the mids of the orientation I actually met a junior which is taking the same major as I am which has the prettiest smile in the world but that is another story to tell in the future maybe. During the last night of orientation was orientation night which was suppose to be fun for the freshies but in the end I felt it wasn't worth it for the freshies as they didn't really had fun due to some factors I can't really say. After orientation night some of us went out to have supper at this mamak stall called Infasha, there was like 33 tables joined together and we chatted n played our hearts out till 3.00am. i actually slept at 4am that day.
13th June I actually went to a movie with some freshies and OC. We watched Kungfu Panda which was kind of cute and funny. It was great knowing this few crazy kids.
The rest of the days was nothing special although I went to other few places with housemates and friends but I think I'll just leave it out for now.

Sunday, April 13, 2008

Sadness In Life

You know how life is so unpredictable at time and sometimes seem so unfair to people? I really feel sadden for your lost my friend, more than I thought i would be. It's been so long since I last cried but after reading your blog I couldn't help myself. I know you wouldn't want us to feel so for you but its hard to not be so.
You may not be muscular or athletic but you have shown great strength to me and I'm really proud to have you as my friend.
Sometimes I really wonder why do people have to be reminded of the target in life like I've just had been. It is really saddening that you promised to work hard and be strong but actually day by day you are slowly forgetting what you promised yourself to do.
Please do cherish the people beside you no matter friends or family or maybe strangers as there maybe a chance that you might lose them.
I hope I don't have to get reminded of these aim in life again. I want to add another target which is to be more mature in life and not let anyone down!
For all the friends who reads this I want to say I love you guys and cherish you guys a lot!

Thursday, March 27, 2008

Die La~~

This time dun die also hard liao! Computer Programming assignment so difficult, don't know how to do, totally different from the assignment 1. Hope I can get a good partner for this assignment or not I will have to face it alone which I am confident will die till body also cannot find.
Ms Chong (my CP tutor which is very kind) will be my best friend for the whole month of April! If not I think I won't be able to survive this assignment, it is worse than being on survivor.
Anyone interested in playing with my CP assignment can feel free to contact me and I'll send the file to you. But give me some tips if you know how to do it. Haha~
Die lo Die lo~

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

Enjoying Weekend In Singapore

On the 15/3, me, Sarah and 2 of her friends went to NUS Open Day to have a look at stuff. It was kind of an honour for me as I'm going out with 3 Super Uber clever girls. 1 is Malaysia top scorer for STPM which is Nisha (hope i remembered and spelled her name correctly), 2nd one is my sis which is Johor top scorer *clap**clap*. Than the 3rd girl is an intelligent girl named "maggie"(nick name), although not a top scorer but she still scored higher than me so she is clever from my point of view.

We went to NUS right away from JB. The 3 of them played the whole way there while I kept quiet (turn out they think I'm anti-social which I'm not!). Once we reach the exhibition hall it was really packed, good thing that I'm tall so I could see them as they move among the crouds.
After they are done with the exhibition we met up with Wen Phei and we went to have lunch near her hostel.

The other 2 girls had to leave so we sent them off and went back to Wen Phei's room to chill for awhile. We went to Vivo city by bus after relaxing for awhile. Met Lay Lay on the way there which was kind of shocking as I didn't recognise her.


After taking a few pictures at Vivo we went to the Esplanade. We went to this uber nice chocolate cafe thingy shop and ate chocolate "foundoo" ( don't know how you spell it) which was like uber nice!
The place is so relaxing and the chocolate was like heavenly! Totally enjoyed myself there but got 2 people keep bullying me! haha~
Next time go Singapore must go that place again!


So we kind of hanged out at the cafe till it was dark. We walked around a few more places as we waited for the Mosaic Music Festival to start. We sat down and listen to this lady sing but I liked the drummer more than the fat lady. It was nice sitting at the 1st row listening to the drum beat.



We sat there till the fat lady's performance was finished than headed back. When we went back we had to shower. I had to be like a thief to shower, Wen Phei's floor is fully girl and I had to snuck into a guy's bathroom downstairs to shower which was really not enjoying. Did I mention I didn't bring any clothes and towel? So because of that I had to wear a pink NUSSU shirt!!
After showering we went to eat supper at a mamak shop outside of the campus. The main thing is that we walked there! So whats the point of being a thief just to shower? I don't know. Haha!
So after our supper which was soup kambing and roti canai, we headed back into the hostel. But not long after resting in the room I had a stomach ache and had to be a thief again to use the toilet..... haha!
Well, after that everyone was pretty tired so all tumbang and sleep liao.. other than me. I think I was sleep walking that day as Wen Phei said I got up and poked her leg. hmmmmm~~
The rest of the story of what we did in the morning is not that interesting so NVM~
It was really an enjoying day there in singapore, haven't had this much fun since I went to Langkawi. Memorable trip.

p/s : sis I think you spread your virus to me already, I also having sore throat now.

Friday, March 14, 2008

Simple Happiness

Guess what I got for my maths! I got 26.5 our of 30 marks!~ Meaning for my final i already have at least 13.25%!! Happy till want to die already when I got my result, really feel satisfied, but I saw 1 stupid mistake that a 6 year old won't even make, 3+3 = 9? Haha!!
Today I am finally going back to JB for my mid sem break, although I need to study at home as I got lots of exams after the break but I'm still quite happy to have a holiday. Saturday can go Singapore play, can go catch up with friends, can eat home cooked meals, and last but not least can online normally!!!
You know I really miss the feeling of studying, I hate reading books of no interest but this feeling of hate, the feeling of happiness when a break comes, the feeling of being lazy to go to class, is all great to me. I haven't felt so satisfied in such a long time.

p/s: Anyone want to find me out when I'm back in JB please contact my secretary! HAHA!

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

My Great Sister!

Real happy that my sister got top student of Johor today for her STPM. 5A's is not an easy thing and she was so busy with all kind of activity at school or with PBSM. I would be proud of her even if she got a normal results but she got 5A's!~ *clap**clap*
At 1st I was worried that she can't concentrate with her studies as she was always busy with everything and anything, I even kept asking her to drop the activities and concentrate on studies. Was kind of afraid she would end up like me, regretting not studying hard enough and getting a result that disappointed "some people".
Everything turn out well, that I'm happy of. Very proud of u sis! Tonight belanja all my friends eat chicken rice (only the rice) at the chicken rice stall that add rice for free! Muahahahaha!!!

Great Day!~

Don't know why today seem like such a great day! Maybe its because I've finished my math tech exam which was kind of easy (but dun know result will be how) and TODAY NO CLASS FOR CELL BIOLOGY!!! WOOOHOOOOOO~~~
Really feel relaxed today although a lot things not yet do like lab reports and other tutorials but at least I can relax for an extra 2 hours. Lets pray that math tech class canceled also, hahaha!!
The sky seem extra blue today while the trees seem extra green! But lets not get carried away by this feeling as tomorrow may have somethings not that good install for me. Oh well, lets just hope everything goes well.
5pm got archery!! Here comes the Robin Hood of MMU!~ Actually people say I'm the one who teach Robin Hood how to use a bow. Hahaha!!!!!~

Monday, March 10, 2008

I "Love" Maths!

It's been a long time since I touched the subject maths. I've hated it since form4 and now I still have to do the subject. I thought that after form6 it would be the last time I would be studying maths but ended up being stuck with it for another year.
Form4 and 5 I had support from "Hui Bing" with maths which I really appreciate. Form 6 I had Yen Hsia forcing me to do my maths exercise while I act like a 3 year old kid. Now in University I have to face it alone, kind of not used to it but I still have to face it.
Kind of wish there was someone accompanying me and "forcing" me to do my maths. Where is that someone when you need em. Haha!
Really want to thank the people that helped me go through my maths in the past, if it wasn't for you guys I would be drop dead and failed maths by now. 100 thank you's for the people that helped me in the past!!
Back to maths which I still hate. Maths exam tomorrow night, pray for me people!

Thoughts

I just finished reading a friend of a friend's blog from the 1st blog to the last, it seems that there are people facing the same problem as I do, or at least almost the same.
Born 6 days apart and are both Aquarius, both from a single parenting family ( she has her dad while I have my mom) but my parents are un-officially divorced and her mom sadly passed away. From what I can see in the blog we have almost the same kind of character but for real I don't really understand myself well enough. haha!
Last year was an "experiencing" year for us, she went and work as a part time teacher in the early year which is the same as me but I quited earlier. Than we both didn't get into the gov university (or at least I did but got a course which was un"study"able for me). Both got really depressed regarding it. She got lots of support from friends and families while I faced it with criticism from family members and grew stronger. Went and look for a job after the "failing" of getting a place in the gov university.
In the end ended up in MMU during the January/February intake and staying in Ixora ( I'm moving out soon anyways).
After reading the blog I could really feel the sadness and happiness in it. It sort of reminded me of my past and the lessons learned from it. It was a wonderful feeling reading the blog. Too bad it lasted so short.
Good luck to you my friend's friend. Face your life positively and there will be a path for you to walk. Hope your life would be different from mine and be much better than mine!

p/s: Don't know why she seems really desperate to get a bf or get married, kinda funny...

Friday, March 7, 2008

My 1st Clubbing Experience!


The 1st time i went clubbing was at Sunshine bar beside the sea. Yong Xin and Chooi Fun brought me there to have fun. Well the "uncle" me don't really know how to dance so it was kind of funny now that i think of it.
Drank 2 small bottle of beer and felt the dizziness of being a bit drunk. Looks like I need to practice more on the drinking and dancing part of it.
Well at least I've experienced what a club is like and it is not a place for talking. At least it isn't as messy as i thought it would be and is quite fun. So stop the negative thinking that only bad boys/girls go clubbing!

Sunday, February 3, 2008

Funny Notice


This is just a notice my friends saw on the notice board in front of the Finance Department in MMU which i thought was funny as it is a part-time "biznezz" that pays a maximum of RM480/day and has flexible time which is for international and local students.
For me i think it's a job that require you to sell your BUTT as it's paying so much. Funny stuff.

Melaka Town Half Day Trip



Went to Makota Parade(MP) today with some friends and friends of my friend. We rented 2 kancils and went on a half day trip to Makota Parade.
It's a 3 story building with the top floor holding the cinema and bowling alley. The "feel" of Chinese New Year there is very nice but no loud new year songs. Theres like lots of cloths and shoes to buy there but for aunties you can buy stuff at the Parkson Grand in MP!~



Right across MP is another shopping complex called Dataran Pahlawan(DP) which is newly opened i dun know when. DP sells more branded stuff like Levis, Adidas, Nike and so on.
DP is located in between St Paul's Hill And Makota Parade. Thats why i brought my friends which haven't been to Melaka to St Paul's Hill for a look.


This is a picture of a tomb stone located inside of St Paul's Church. Went up the hill to the wishing well and made a wish. After that it was all the way down back to MP but before that we got lost in DP.
The whole day was tiring as I didn't really went back to my room to rest for the whole day. After class me and Chocolate(not real name) went and had lunch with Jun Xiang below a tree. After lunch we went back to school and went to the computer lab to go online till 2.30pm when we went to wait for Chocolate's friends.
I didn't really want to go as all of Chocolate's friends are girls and there was only me and Soon Ming that were boys.
We walked around the whole day looking around and finally went back to school at 8.30pm! We went for our lunch at MMU Corner and head back home for a good night sleep. Did i mention that Soon Ming and Chocolate was dead tired and didn't even have the energy to laugh at all. Haha!!
I reached home about 10pm and went to have my shower before going to bed around 11pm.

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

MMU Corner


Well the picture above is the hottest place to eat at MMU i think althought mostly locals eat there as there are many things to eat from chow koey tiao to chicken chop. Yesterday was a raining day so the people there was less than usual. Another thing is this is only 1 side of the road as there was another side of the road with loads to eat too. The stalls only open at night so during the day you would have to scratch your head on what to eat.
The name MMU Corner comes from this mamak shop at the top of the row as it is named MMU Corner.
This picture was taken last night when i went there to eat in the rain with my gang of friends.

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

1st Day of Class

Not as what you would think but for me it was kind of terrible as the 1st day and the 1st class i have to go to is mathematical techniques. It was a boring day as i woke up at 8am and had nothing to do so i went and registered my last 2 courses which i finally could and waited for time to pass as i only had class at 3pm-5pm, the other time i had nothing to do at all.
I went to download my lecture notes online when the website was still up and read through some parts of it. I really hated maths as i am bad at it. The notes for computer programing was kind of funny but hard to understand as i didn't know anything about programing.
So at 3pm i went to my class which was kind of empty at 1st but in the end kind of packed up with people. There was only a few chinese there while the others was mostly from other countries. When the lecturer came in i had a "god dam it" feeling in me but she gave me a good news which was next week tutorial will be bring forward to tomorrow so i have a slight chance that i can go back for reunion dinner on Wednesday.
Class ended already but i kind of hope the exams wont be as difficult as it was in STPM. Now it's time for me to go and read up on my math notes so i can prepare for tomorrow's tutorial. The day is coming to an end and it's time for me to go to MMU conner to eat my dinner.
Oh yea i found out that MMU has wushu club too so maybe i can go and do some exercise there once again but i didn't bring up my stuff so i think i'll try it out 1st.

Monday, January 28, 2008

Past 2 Days & Today



Well on the 2nd day of orientation i had someone and he was ok but abit too blur for me. The picture above is a picture of some the guys in the orientation trying to copy our school song,Permata Dunia. The other picture is kind of dark cause they were using their handphone in the dark trying to make an atmosphere of a concert when they sing the "Permata Dunia" song.
During the 3rd and last day of the orientation, We actually was able to go to meet the dean of my faculty(FIST). He was kind of friendly but the important thing is that i met 3 more people during the meeting with the dean as they were in the same faculty with me just in different courses. After the meeting was the closing ceremony which was kind of pointless so i'm not gona talk about it ok? We had our lunch and the orientation crew actually brought us all over the campus to know our faculties but the "tour guide" was kind of not from my faculty so he didn't know much about it too. After the tour we were suppose to register our courses but THEY forgot to tell the computer lab personel(CIST Manager) to leave the lab open for us so we had to do it ourself! Me and 2 more of my friends went to a cyber cafe to actually find out that we didn't know how to register the courses.
So today morning we woke up early and went to the FIST admin building to ask for a course structure but found out that it was posted on the board outside the office all the while. Without bothering the admin we went to the library which is pretty by the way to register our courses but still faced a lot of problems. We even had to line up to use the computer there which was really annoying. We couldn't register most of our courses causing us to have like no courses to select and had to go to the assist. manager of our faculty to get her to open a few more spots for us. In the end I still haven't register for another 2 more courses.
Oh yea by the way, I'll be taking japanese next trimester or maybe the next one cause i cant take bahasa kebangsaan anymore as i already got a credit for it in SPM and i am forced to take a foreign language.

Friday, January 25, 2008

Registration aka 1st Day of Orientation!~

Ok here's what happened. I woke up at 7am to go to the gym to do some healthy exercise but later found out that the gym was close due to repairs caused by massive vandalism. So that was a big bummer for me.
Around 8.30am i had to go to school to register myself and there was this long cue which i lined up for. Wanted to take a few pictures of the situation but felt a bit shy to snap the camera all over the place~ LOL!! Anyways, i got this nice looking blue bag but it wasn't suitable for me so i didn't even plan on using it.
i reached my room around 9.30am and had to go back to the main hall for an English test at 2.15pm. Went to the main hall, waited for like 30 minutes and they called those taking diploma and degree courses out and told us that we didn't have to take the exam. So after that i went back to my room once again and watched House MD which is a totally cool show!
Are you thinking that i won't have to go back to the school anymore? your wrong! i went back to school around 4pm to go for the 1st day of orientation which was kind of boring with lame jokes which was totally not funny! There was no interaction between everyone so it was kind of sad for me as i was alone there without any friends and no chance to meet anyone also!
Well that's how i actually spend my 21st birthday which is totally sad as it was suppose to be a fun and crazy day for most people!
Tomorrow would be dreadful as i need to gather there at 7am in the morning but at least there will be free food for me to eat, meaning more money to spend on tonight's food(only kuachi & a can of coke).

Thursday, January 24, 2008

New House~



Well I've just moved to my new apartment in Melaka which is called Ixora tower. The picture above is the living room and the other one is my messy room which i haven't clean up.
It's actually nice and comfy as you can see from the pictures but there's some rules which are kind of sucky for a private rental place. They don't allow girls to go to boy's blocks and boys can't go to girls blocks.
The management is quite good as they helped me move the extra bed out of the room and cleaned it for me but from what i know in the evening the internet connection sucks and i cant have any fun with online games here, they even blocked my limewire which means no more songs for me other than the radio.
Dinner and lunch which i bought from the shop below was terrible as it was too salty or too spicy but hey what u expect from a mamak shop.
The 2 days here have been real boring but hopefully tomorrow will be a better day as i'll try out the gym and it's registration day!